I realised that our mums are actually the same. They like to nag at us for all day long, yet they care so much about us. I think i had inherited the genes of “thinking too much” from my mum. Sometimes, i just feel bad for being defiant at times. It makes me think of what i had done in the past.
Mid year examinations are just round the corners. Actually its just next week. Mugging for hours, but not as intensive as what i did during olevels. I went back for consultations today. Though i seemed to be able to understand all the concepts for chemistry so far, I’m afraid I’m not able to apply on the day itself. Kinda makes me worried. Suddenly, i do not know when and why, i started to lose the interest of studying to some extent. I just feel like reading maths, instead of practising it. My heart just isn’t there. Can i achieve at least 4Es next week? Hopefully i do. Gonna go out to study TMR! 
I like this week. I do not know why. I keep smiling everywhere i go. How amazing it is when i smile without myself knowing it. That’s very unlike me. Maybe i had caught some favorable sights somewhere and indeed I’m sure i did. But from what people who usually viewed me as wrath, they said it feels kinda good when i smile naturally. Don’t know why, i also share the same sentimental as them.
Mum said that i looked adorable ONLY when i smiled. I feel like slapping her somehow. That “ONLY” seems to be an eyesore. 
